PISSED (with a smile on my face)

First off, someone asked me if I was pregnant at the wedding last night! What an insult! I was in love with my dress, thought it was gorgeous and then someone asked me if I was pregnant! Imagine what a blow that was! I was basically called a fat ass...Nice! Here's a pic anyway...me, Marie, and Michelle (my cousins).

SO....I fuckin hate stats!!! I have been studying for literally 7 hrs and I still don't know shit!! I just don't understand why it's so damn hard to get?! I'm ready to give up and take my test on tuesday. I mean I can't just sit there and not have a clue on how to start the damn problems...I can't believe this confusion and that I'm about to give up...with only 4 class meetings left! God, why the hell am I still in school?? It's so frustrating! It's so frustrating that after 7 hrs of studying, I actually threw my phone across the family room. Adam was just looking at me like I was crazy! I was about to throw my book too but I thought that was a bit much so I cried instead! I think I've lost it. I settled down and turned my laptop on, signed onto blogger to check my blog, and I got a comment from KRISTINA CONTES...my all time favorite scrapbooker!!! I was so happy! Then Adam really thought I was crazy! I mean, I feel kind of crazy/stalkerish for getting so excited over that. It's like back in the day when I was obsessed with NKOTB, only now I'm 29 and obsessed with a woman! I don't care though, Kristina is an awesome artist and yes, I am obsessed with her! She's so inspiring. Check out her awesome work on her blog http://soundsofscience.blogspot.com/.