Tuesday, October 28, 2008

WHY

i want to scream from the top of my lungs.
literally.  
i want to scream until I no longer have a voice. 

"WHY?!" 
"WHY THE FUCK DID YOU TAKE HER?!"
"WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO US?"
"TO MY DAD?"
"WHY WOULD YOU EVER DO THAT?!" 

i never really knew that my heart could ever ache this much.   
and it's pure agony.

Never again will my soul find true peace...until i see you again, mom.  never.

2 comments:

Staci Compher said...

you know that I know how you feel...this is a rough week.....and I keep finding myself..reliving...this week from last year...emotions are running high!!...thinking of you..

Chrissy said...

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